Then I'm in big trouble ............
It doesn't feel like home yet.
It feels like I've been hired to fix up someone else's house actually.
Our last place felt like home the first night - it fit so perfectly into what ( we thought at the time ) our needs were.
I miss the city -
A little too much.
I haven't been out of the house basically in 2 months - little jaunts here and there - but otherwise I've been in this house trying to make it feel like home.
Nothing is completely finished - well except for our bedroom - it's still a bit of a disaster everywhere else.
I look around and I think " if only "
the living room were done
the kitchen were finished
the dining room was complete
the french doors were installed
the baseboards were up
the painting was over
the bathroom was renovated
the pantry built
the kitchen floor changed
the office was gutted
my little boudoir was actually a little boudoir
the guest room was gutted
What was I thinking?
How could I have left the last place?
A Victorian beauty right in the heart of the city
I'm overwhelmed with the work
and underwhelmed with the house
A deadly combination to say the least...............
Did I mention I miss the city?
A little too much?
It's a bad day today - no fighting it -
It's an almost on the verge of crying day today
It's a deep feeling of regret day today
And I'm terrified I just may have left my heart somewhere downtown
when we bought this one.
Because it sure ain't here. I've been looking for it for 2 months now.
Maybe I have too much on my plate right now?
ahhh - this is better
I got some troubles but they won't last
I'm going lay right down here on my ass ( sorry there's no grass to be seen anywhere in Montreal right now )
And pretty soon all my troubles will pass...................
Cuz I'm in Shoo Shoo Shoo
Shoo Shoo Shoo
Shoo Shoo Shoo Shoo Shoo Shoo
Ok - off to eat my sorrows away with some cheese cake
It may or may not help - but strangely enough this song put a smile on my face :)
Right now I have my cake
( and I'll eat it too )
Have a better day than I -
And if you're having a crappy day you have my sympathies -
what an awful way to start the weekend
( try to find some cheese cake )